Thursday, September 21, 2017


The Knight of Swords
Represents the mind and intellect. He is on a quest for knowledge but S/He sees things not as they really are but as S/He really is. So the pursuit of wisdom will begin and end with the pursuit of self Knowledge and personal self improvement. In our pursuit for knowledge we must realize that head knowledge is useless if it is not applied in our lives. As James in the New Testaments states that "faith without works is dead." Meaning that a life of faith and beliefs will get you no where if it is not applied to your life. It is acting on this knowledge is what brings wisdom which is really our true spiritual pursuit. We must be cautioned here that living too much in our heads is not what brings enlightenment. A student goes to school to learn, lets say to become a nurse or to be a teacher , they learn what they need to know to be good teachers or nurses, they graduate but never become that nurse or teacher. They have all this knowledge but never apply it in their lives. They will never BE A NURSE, OR BE A TEACHER  if they do not go to work as one and experience life as one. We must engage in life.
Do more than belong: participate. Do more than care: help. Do more than believe: practice. Do more than be fair: be kind. Do more than forgive: forget. Do more than dream: Work. ~William Arthur Ward~

So the Key here with this Knight of Swords is that we can go charging everywhere in our heads but until you put that knowledge to good use, it is ,well, useless.
We learn to be loving and compassionate by BEING loving and compassionate to others. So what ever you are studying and learning until it is applied in your life it will in the end do you no earthly good.
brightest blessings,

Wednesday, September 13, 2017


I have been MIA for most of this year  and I apologize for that. It has been a year of upheaval , change, pain and death. I lost my lover, friend ,soul mate, my husband of almost 40 years, July 2,2017. My Mike had what is called THE WIDOW MAKER heart attack on June 28, he died in my arms and as best as I could I administered CPR until the ambulance arrived, Mike was dead for 10 minutes until help arrived and they worked on him for almost an hour until his heart started beating. He was flown by helicopter to the hospital where they did what they could and five days later his body died. So I experienced the death of my best friend  2 times.
So I am living alone in our home , just me and my dog MOJO. I am just as disabled and in just as much pain as always. I have a major decision to make, should I stay or should I go? Both daughters want me to move in with them, my eldest is a RN married and has 4 kids living at home about 4 miles from me, they are in the process of buying some land and building a home and will build a space for me there as well, but their lives are hectic and busy ,not what I am use to at all. My youngest daughter is single, living in KC Missouri, she wants to sell her home, use my home when I sell it as a down payment and find a home handicap accessible, where we both can have the privacy we need and yet be each others company and support. So decisions decisions, I will probably stay here over the winter because we need to fix the place up a bit before putting it on the market so I will be here all alone until spring. I say all alone, I have company 5% of the time and the rest is just me and my dog, I don't go out , my daughter buys my groceries, I did go out with her once but it was hell and so I just stay home. One good thing, I have a manual wheel chair , I am unable to get around in that chair without the use of my legs, my arms are useless in getting the chair to move, so I bought a new to me electric wheel chair so now I am able to get out of the house into the yard and take Mojo for a walk all over my 3 acres, before getting this chair I was a prisoner of my own home because I was unable to use my chair out in the yard. I bought a hospital bed and another lift chair as well, but they are in the garage until I get new floors put down in my house. I have not slept in a bed for 6 years! I am looking forwards to stretching out in a bed.
Trying to get a monthly income was a pain in the patudy but I finally get disability every month THANK GOD/DESS for that, and I am awaiting a big lump sum of retro back pay that I will use to fix up this house, my floors are buckling and so I need new floors and carpet. Now that I am here all day long with not much to do I hope to begin keeping this blog going .So with that I will call it good.

Biblical creation

Biblical creation has nothing to do with the material world, and everything to do with man being created in the image and likeness of God.  It is man that is the creation, and Biblical creation is all about our being made a new creature in Christ.  The entire labor of God is for this end.  This is why God and Christ work.  Scripture says: “[t]his is the work of God; that ye believe on him whom he hath sent” (John 6:29).  It is only AFTER you have been made in the image and likeness of God that God rests.  Thus, as the book of Hebrews states, there remains therefore a rest to the people of God” (Heb. 4:9).  We are still awaiting the Sabbath.

Your ability to love is the acid test of spirituality.  Scripture requires that you love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind, and with all your strength.  Scripture requires that you love your brother.  Scripture requires that you love your neighbour as yourself.  Scripture requires that you love your enemies.  Scripture requires that you love those who hate you.  Scripture requires that you love one another.  Scripture says that everyone who loves is born of God.  Scripture says that if we love one another, God dwells in us.

Thursday, April 27, 2017



1. The situation--QUEEN OF WANDS
As I am manifesting my spiritual  potential ,I will possess the energy and enthusiasm to create the life I desire.
2. The Challenge is the QUEEN OF PENTACLES
Is to become more aware and awake to things of spirit,so that I will use my wealth and abilities to empower myself and others.
3. My Opportunity is the 6 OF WANDS.
I have ability to have sweet success and  enjoy my triumphs and realize that what I have manifested can be repeated again and again.

1. The situation --3 OF WANDS
As I explore the inner and outer unknowns, I possess the power to bring about my hearts desires.
2. The challenge is the KING OF PENTACLES
To have the spiritual fulfillment within all my endeavors, I must build on my past achievements to pursue new goals and dreams.
3. My opportunity is 8 OF CUPS
As I take time for me, I will be able to follow my inner voice toward new horizons.

1.The situation --MOON
Within the cycles of my inner development I must request the help I need from my dreams to help me create my  future.
2. The challenge is the 4 OF PENTACLES
To feel truly wealthy,  I must make every effort count and not allow anything to go to waste.
3. My opportunity is DEATH
As I am  open to new opportunities and transformation,  transformation and metamorphosis will awaken me to my own new life that I desire.